delusional i believed i could cure it all for you dear
coax or trick or drive or drag the demons from you
make it right for you sleeping beauty
truly thought i could heal you
far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
failing miserably to rescue sleeping beauty
drunk on ego truly thought i could make it right
if i kissed you one more time to help you face the nightmare
but you’re far too poisoned for me
such a fool to think that i could wake you from your slumber
that i could actually heal you
sleeping beauty poisoned and hopeless
far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
failing miserably to find a way to comfort you
far beyond a visible sign of you awakening
and hiding from some poisoned memory
poisoned and hopeless sleeping beauty

It’s was really depressing last Saturday. One of my beloved teachers died at the age of 31 and we went to her wake. She was one of the best. I just wish she’s smiling down on everybody up there. 

I am proud to say that I have recently started to learn the art of Pekiti Tirsia KAli. My Guros I won’t let you down.

I met a lady years ago who was severely self destructive. She often got into relationships to sate her need for affection. She easily falls and easily falls out. Leaving a trail of pain behind both for her and whoever she has involved in her crazy limbo of an existence. The key issue here is, “CONTENTMENT” She was not content with the things she had and the people who adored her. She never counted her blessing instead thought that she deserved everything and the world owed her. Until now she is suffering, looking for love in all the wrong places. So friends you must remember„ According to Jeremiah 17 verse 9 ” The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?”.

I am absolutely stoked. I spent half of my life listening to these guys and now I will get to see them rock out! I started listening to STP when I was in high school. Back then I didn’t know how to play decent  guitar but when I heard Sex type thing I was turned into one. I had my first band where we played mostly STP tunes and damn! I think without their tunes I wouldn’t have  made my own music.  Scott you are my mentor, you taught me a lot of things through your music I even listened to your solo albums and to be honest you influenced my own singing and writing. Robert you are one of the  bassists that influenced me most. Dean you are the crunchiest axeman I’ve ever heard. Eric you are the motor of the well oiled STP machine. I could only buy upper box b tickets, but who the hell cares I will probably scream my lungs out of delight. I can’t wait for the Big bang Baby!

No you don’t have pimples.. as a matter of fact you have a pretty face. Why is it every time I arrive at work you are looking at that thing. You’re beside my station and I’m tired of looking at you, staring into the mirror curling your lashes… this is not a frickin beauty salon!!!!! Please oh Goddess of beauty… Take it from me, you are very bangable. Now put down that mirror before I throw it out the window.

I have been a movie addict for as long as I can remember to see. The world of movies has always been a very good escape and outlet for me. Whether it be International or Filipino movies I knew that this was one of my passions being a professional couch potato. Today I just want to share my thoughts on Filipino movies. Filipino movies are wonderful! Well at least the old ones… The Filipino movie scene nowadays has been plagued with low quality works that don’t even have a cohesive plot or even a nice story or good acting. Don’t get me wrong some are still good but most are crap… and why do they all have to be carrying song titles? What’s up with that? I think sooner or later there would be a Filipino movie entitled “Baby” named after the Justin Bieber song. But of course I think we have to understand… with movie piracy rampant all around the country I guess studios are forced to work with a really tight budget forcing each movie to have limits, I guess that is the main reason why they suck a little. I watched a Lino Brocka film last weekend ” Maynila sa mga kuko ng liwanag” and I have to say.. Lino Brocka is undoubtedly a genius. The movie amazing at a different level compared to movies of today. and even though you don’t see CGI or many kilig moments it was a very exciting treat for your movie pallet. There were still dialogue that made you think and gave you lessons at the same time. I missed that.. It was closer to reality than any movie you’ll see at a theater today. The atmosphere of the movie left you restless and yearning for more all throughout. Oh god I miss the days when Bembol’s name was still Rafael.